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So two days ago I went to the mall to meet up with Steve. Him, Joe, and Charlie convinced me to squeeze us four into my truck and go to Steves house. When we got there, we smoked a fat ass blunt :) and then chilled. Steve asked me out. According to Joe, we were being "cute" for the rest of the night. Haha. I eventually went home and grubbed out.
Yesterday I had work until two. Got off and hungout with Jakey Jake and Will. Steve, Charlie, and Joe called and told me to get them a gram and come over. I had no money so Jake, Will, and I went to Jake's house so he could front me ten dollars. Ended up hanging out there for an hour or so. Got the money, went to Jeremy's, saw my lovely little Allison, got the weed, went to McDonalds, then the tobacco store to get a blunt for those clowns, dropped Jake and Will off at the mall, and headed to Steves. The things I do for these boys! Hahah. Got there, checked on Steve's plants (tehehe), and smoked a blunt. I was being mean to Joe all day and I didn't feel bad until now. Haha. On the way home, I walked ahead of the boys and didn't know where I was. Screamed to them if I should make a left or right, and they told me right. So I was walking right the whole time and I turn around and they are all the way at the other end of the street. Assholes. Then they convinced me, yet again, to all squeeze in my truck and go to the mall. George was there and I hate him. Ha. Steve Repko insisted on making me his ashtray for the whole day. And that's about it. Oh, I ran into George Watson which was lovely. I miss him. Steve left, and then I eventually left. I gave George a ride home and then went home myself. Ate mad more chinese food and passed out.
Woke up with mad shit going through my head. Cried for a while. Talked to Alexa which made me a tiny bit happier. Then I started listening to some music and now I'm fine. Music is seriously the best thing in the world. So amazing. Now I'm just waiting for Steve's lazy ass to wake up. I'm bored. I have absolutely no gas from all this CONVINCING going on. Haha. Oh well.
Baby :] <33333
Will, Jake, and myself makin' love on the swings.
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[08 Jul 2008|11:38am] |
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I really hate updating, but I suppose I'll do it anyway. I'm losing track of days.
For the 4th of July, I went to see the Margate fireworks with Alexa, Bobby, Rocky, Sara, Ashley, Matt, and Mark. They were pretty nice. We met the infamous Jerry. On the way home, Alexa, Rocky, Bobby, Ashley and I were screaming and dancing. It was wonderful. Alexa, Bobby and I proceeded to John's house where we blasted White Rabbit and sang at the top of our lungs. By the time we got there, I was drunk off Three Olives vodka. Continued drinking. Chris Keating and Frank Julian showed up which was lovely. Played a few games of pong and then the power went out. The most fun I've ever had with the power out. Stealing the bottle, drinking it all, "niggas wanna die", pong in the dark, and various other things. I ended up passing out in John's bed. I woke up to Alexa talking very loudly in my ear telling me we're leaving. We slept at Bobby's and I woke up with the worst fucking hangover in the world. Alexa had to pull over on the way home so I could puke out of her car. And I had to call out of work. Fun.
Then I forget what else I've been doing.
Oh, two nights ago I hungout with Steve for a little bit. Him and his friends were trying to find an O for the longest time while we were sitting at Wawa. Then I look over and Allison, Johnna, and Jeremy Devlin pull up. I start screaming and make Johnna get out of the car and twirl her around and such. Then I'm like oh shit Jeremy Devlin! Yeah, you know... got that O. Smoked with Steve, Charlie, Anthony, and Repko. Funniest ride ever. I had convinced Steve Repko that we were on our way to a rave in Philly. Haha. But then Anthony dropped me off at my truck and I went home.
Yesterday I slept in by accident, which ended up making me an hour late for work. They were pissed and made me stay an hour later. When I got off, I ran into George. Realized that it was our four year anniversary. Well, if we stayed together all that time. Haha. So we decided to spend the entire day together. We drove to his house and got money. Then went to the movie theatre. We wanted to see the Love Guru but it wasn't playing for another two hours. So we went to the Guitar Center, Chuck E. Cheese, Yankee Candle, T-Mobile, and Five Below to busy ourselves. When we got back to the movies, Amanda and Alisa were working. They convinced us that The Love Guru was gay and that Hancock was better. So we saw that. And I really really liked it. After the movies, we went to Wawa to get cigarettes and ran into Danielle, Dave, Brittany, and Chad. It was funny seeing them. Then George and I went to the school and chilled for a while. I got tired, dropped him off, and went home.
Today I'm watching my little brother until my mom gets home from work. I'm off, too, so I'm happy. I'm trying to see Steve. But other than that, I have no plans. We'll see what happens.
This entry was decently long.
My three loves. Mary Jane, Steve Nordaby, and Steve Repko.
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| I've been a bad, bad girl.. |
[04 Jul 2008|11:33am] |
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I've been pretty busy lately.
I think it was two nights ago that I went to Colt's house with Steve, Repko, and Lonzi. Tommy Miller showed up which was a surprise. I haven't seen him in forever. We just smoked and eventually I went home. It was nice meeting Colt and Lonzi. I like them.
Yesterday I drove my dad to his doctors appointment in Somers Point. I went to Atlantic Books while he went in. I ended up buying Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. I figured since I love the movie so much, the book is probably better. I haven't had a lot of time to sit down and read it, but I'm to the third chapter and there are some things different than in the movie. It's nice.
Also yesterday I went back to work. The two previous days I had off. Which was relaxing of course. The new floorset comes out tomorrow. Back to school shit already. I hate the retail world. We're always two months ahead of the game. But the cool thing is that everything is on clearance in the store so I'll get mad new shit. Haha.
After work, I picked up George. We went to Wawa and I got the usual. An italian hoagie with american cheese, lettuce, tomatoe, onion, oil, vinegar, mayo, oregano, pepper, and a side of hot peppers. Just incase you were wondering. Haha. I love it. Then we just drove to the Port beach and had the nicest conversation in the world. One of the very few people who understand me. I got a lot off my chest and realized that you can't please everyone. You have to please yourself. I like that idea.
This morning I got up at seven and drove George to work. I was so tired. Then I came home at eight and my mom wanted me to go with her to the 4th of July parade in Smithville. My little brother is a cubscout and was marching in it. So I went. It was pouring, too. I had fun though and got some cute pictures of my little brother.
Now I'm home. I have work in an hour or so. It's going to suck. Then who knows what the hell I'm doing afterwards for 4th of July. Hopefully getting drunk as hell somewhere with some fireworks. Sounds good.
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| Guess who's back? |
[18 Jun 2008|03:05pm] |
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So I think I'm going to start using this again out of pure boredom. These past two weeks have been random as hell. George Dean is back into my life, haha, go figure. Ian and I broke up due to a dent in my car. Michelle and I are becoming close again. I don't even know what's going on.
The other day I hungout with Bob and George Watson. Very interesting, haha. Also the other day I hungout with Alexa Reale. I miss her like crazy. We ended up going to a party at Indian Cabin with a bunch of random ass people: Michelle, Dave Chandler, Ben Pratt, his three fiends, Rob, and Louis. Alexa Michelle and I had a little plan going on, hahah. When we left we ran into Rocky and Nate. I miss both of them so much, I wish I could have stayed. I texted Rob later and he was pissed as hell from our "plan". Haha. Oops.
Anyway.
Tonight is Bob's party. Hopefully that'll be more fun than stressful.
I don't think this summer is going to turn out as well as planned. Especially with the price of gas among other things. It sucks so bad getting paid minimum wage. I need to waitress or something. Not only am I broke, but there's just nothing to fucking do. Where's all the parties at? There's not been one good one yet since school has been out. I miss summer in Mullica. There'd be a party every single night. Everyone was friends and we'd all just get fucked up and have a good time. Now it's nothing like that.
Random thoughts.. I miss Carole Cummings. I feel as if I'm living three lives. I hope my father is okay in the hospital.
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[23 Dec 2006|09:23pm] |
I've recently decided that I'm sick of tending to livejournal AND blurty. I'd rather have a blurty. So I won't be posting anything on here anymore, but I'm keeping it so I can still read about my 'friends' lives. However, if you're interested in my life you can read my *new* blurty at:
www.blurty.com/users/frappuccinolove
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[22 Dec 2006|09:53pm] |
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I've decided that I'm going to college in New York. I can't believe how beautiful it is. I mean, right now I'm just sitting here and you can hear the taxi's and shit. I just love it so much already. At dinner, my aunt's friend (Luda) told me that next summer I can move in with her and become an intern for this fashion industry that she used to work for. She's also pregnant, so she said she'd hire me as her nanny, too. I'm so fucking siked for this.. like, it's crazy. Spending a whole summer in New York and being an intern and a nanny.. it's something I never thought I'd be doing.
I can't wait for tomorrow, <3.
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[16 Dec 2006|10:17am] |
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I'm cleaning, cleaning, cleaning, cleaning. Then going to Maura's house mad early. Eeeeek, so excited. Tonight will be the best, even though I'm dying from being so sick. Oh well! $115.00 <3.
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[03 Dec 2006|08:49pm] |
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It feels good to be happy. I wonder how long this feeling can/will last.
::crosses fingers::
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[02 Dec 2006|11:03am] |
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I recommend that if you're having a hard time with your relationship life, go watch 'the break-up' with Jennifer Aniston and Vince Vaughn. It made me in such a better mood and realize things that I shouldn't be obsessing about.
Other than that- I haven't been online for the past two days. I needed to get away from my social life in order to think. It worked. I'm in a much better, happier mood today.
I'm listening to a cd that I believe has come out of Alexa's car? Haha, from mad long ago. It has so many good songs on it that remind me of old times. Such as my first summer spent in Mullica. I miss it so much, being so young and careless.
Anyway. I don't know, haha. <3
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[29 Nov 2006|04:42pm] |
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My day was fucked up. I really need to give up on George. End of that discussion. I'm losing a lot of people who mean a lot to me and I don't know why. Someone said I'm not the same person that I was last year. It's obviously a bad thing.. but I can't find the reason. Fuck. I hate myself so much right now.
All I do is fucking complain. One of these days, I plan on deleting my myspace and livejournal and blurty. I'd probably be better off without them considering all I do is stick my big nose (literally) into everyones lives and get jealous of how much better they are than mine. It makes me depressed. Enough rambling. Fuck it.
P.S. I'm not fucking seeking for attention. This is a fucking journal, I post my fucking feelings. So FUCK off. Gah.
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[26 Nov 2006|01:32pm] |
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All day friday and saturday I was high as hell. Today is sunday and I'm staying home. I just woke up and I'm feining already.
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[22 Nov 2006|10:53pm] |
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All I have to say is fuck all the crazy, sweaty, fat, ugly hogs who were trambling over me at the House of Blues. And then getting punched in the face and crying.
<3 Rise Against was sadly better than Circa Survive.
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[18 Nov 2006|01:56pm] |
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So, me and George are supposively done. Who thinks that'll last? This should turn into a game show or something. People can place money on how many days they think we'll last without eachother or something. Who knows. I really hate him right now, though. Fuck him.
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hahahahahah. i love herrrr, <3.
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I loved trick-or-treating.
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[30 Oct 2006|08:57pm] |
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[30 Oct 2006|03:39pm] |
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Tomorrow is Halloween and I'm not the list bit excited. It really sucks when you realize that you're not a little kid anymore. However, I'm still dressing up. I'll probably get introuble and have to change, though. Oh well! <3
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[22 Oct 2006|09:39pm] |
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I'm pretty tired. Today was alright. I just got home from babysitting the Nassars. We watched the Nightmare Before Christmas. It was cute. Now I'm online talking to a few people. Tomorrow I might go to Turkey's house. That should be funnnnnn :) <3.
I think Allison is being strawberry shortcake with me this year for Halloween? Mad cute!
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What the fuck am I doing? Haha.. damn shame.
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